22-Year-Old Transgender Woman Dies After Ingesting ‘Suicide Seeds’ Purchased Online for $5: ‘I Watched My Kid Die,’ Says Mom

A Illinois mother is speaking out about her 22-year-old transgender daughter who took her own life two weeks ago ago by ingesting lethal “pong pong” seeds that she purchased online for $5.

Lucia Anderson, of Calumet City, bought the mysterious seeds, which come from a native Southeast Asia plant called cerbera odollam, from an e-commerce website, according to her mother, Natosha Anderson.

They often go undetected in toxicology reports, so statistical data on the number of suicides caused by the seeds is hard to determine.

“[Lucia] had just come out a few months ago as a woman, she was being bullied online after coming out on the [Internet], and it wasn’t going the way she thought it would,” Anderson, 40, tells PEOPLE. “My last words to her were, ‘You’re going to be fine,’ and then I watched my kid die.”


22-Year-Old Transgender Woman Dies After Ingesting 'Suicide Seeds' Purchased Online for $5: 'I Watched My Kid Die,' Says Mom| Suic...

The killer pods, which are available for purchase on various wholesale sites, cause a prolonged and painful death by inducing complete heart block within hours of ingestion – deriving the apt nickname “suicide seeds,” by Internet users.

“[Lucia] was laying on the bathroom floor and vomiting,” Anderson says. “At first, I thought she was sick, but then she said that she had taken a pong bean, which I had never heard of.”